KPP Undang

Mundane!!!!
everyday is the same...
every night aim to finish reading undang the next day
but, obviously...
i am doing everything under the sun
except studying the orange-blue undang booklet
it's so dry n boring
Ohhhh....
n i got a book in Malay languange
Help!!! What is Pencucuh?

well... i am half way thru the book
reli hope to finish it by today (wish me luck)
will pray to Jesus to give me the perseverence n eagerness to study
bcos i am sitting for the exam on thursday n currently is already tuesday noon
my mum already warned me nt to fail the exam...
plus, i am goin out to MidValley with 1 of my besties
to buy winter clothing for her boyfriend..
So Sweet : ) So lovee-dovee ; )
Sometime....
I do really wish I have one... Hehe anyone? interested? ; }

maybe, independent of the subject i am studying..
as long as i am studying
i will certainly have pressure
without me realising..
last night... i dreamt about driving my dad's car recklessly
n i felt like the car was skating on the road as slippery as if made of ice outside my house
Trying to control the car
cold sweat on my forehead
n my sis is with me in the car
Ouch... n that car is my dad's Peugeot not the old BMW
but, i finally manage to maneuver the car carefully back to my house car porch
what a relieve...
it was more relieving when i woke up n realised that it was a mere dream
this is the third time dreaming of myself driving recklessly
without any knowledge of how to operate a car...

The first time was last year
when i asked my fren... william
who taught me how to start up a car (his car was a manual 1)
so it was quite complicated for a person as dump as i am
the coughing of the engine when it got started gave me a shock
maybe because i am a lil bit traumatised by tat croak
i dreamt about driving up a steep mountain range
n the brake pedal lost control
the gear automatically switch to neutral
thus... the car was slipping down the gradient
accelerating udr gravity pull
i tot i am dying
instead, the car crashed into pieces but i am free from bruises
the car condition was so bad tat i think it could not be mend
but only to be sold to the steel recycle factory...

the second time
nothing really terrifying
just that i was driving on sungai besi highway
but, stil i was scared
bcause i hv no idea how to manoeuvre a car..
haiz...

pls... i dun want any of these "thrilling" n "exciting" dream again
it surely does activate my adrenal gland to secrete adrenaline

must pass... finger crossed..