At a blink

Time and tide waits for no man
How i wish i can prove this statement wrong..
Time has always left me dumbstrucked
Time has left me behind without me knowing it is slipping away from me silently
Time has tried very hard to be oblivious to me
Just at a blink, I am already a sophomore
What awaits in the near future? career? family?
It has all come too fast..
I hv always wanted to grow up, be an adult
get financially detached from the family
be independent, staying outside my roof of 20 years
However, when the time comes for me to do these long-awaited-childhood-dreams of mine
I became fearful, apprehensive of my future
All along,
I have been a girl of confidence about my future
At the age of 11, I knew i wanted to go Chong Hwa
before secondary school, I have already decided to study in Singapore
Every decision was clear, define and definite

What about now?
Sometimes I even doubt my eligibility for this course
What has thrown me to this sea of insecurity, vague vision of my future?
Guess, as a child, I hv been over-protected
not given the full freedom to run around
not that i am blaming my parents
I understand that KL is too dangerous for a child to run around carefree
Thus, there is this boiling urge to catalyse my growing up
aiming to achieve freedom
Unfortunately, everything comes with a price to be paid
you want freedom, but you have to earn it..
Freedom is attained when you are fully financial capable and stable
How is that easily achievable?
I feel like a coward now
A person afraid of the society's cruelity
Dunno how the society looks like?
Is it really hard to find a friend?
Back-stabbing is common? Betrayal is everywhere?

Sometimes,
I still feel like running into my mum's chest for a warm hug
very childish, huh?!
But it is so comfortable, like as if you will never be harmed
eventhough i am already taller than my mum
but everytime i dig into her arms
I feel like I am a baby being fully protected and armed by the hands of mother..
Maybe, this is why they say Mother's love is great..
words can be omitted
emotions speaks it all

Love Songs

I have wanted to write about this topic about a month ago
i happened to be following ONE.fm one fine morning
and the subject was about----" Songs you want n do not wish to listen in your wedding march"

hehe
so, the traditional, all-time favourite "wedding march" by Mendelssohn has become obselete
actually, i would like to listen to mad--Neyo or 1234--Plain white T's
they are really romantic
not those conservative romance of candle-lit dinner, grand march down the aisle etc.

For Mad--Neyo
it shows how much the guy wanted the girl to be happy n avoid arguements
when two ppl come tgt, disputes are inevitable
but, can we not go to bed being mad at each other?
can the girl not cry for nothing?
but, baby, can v make up?
if the girl is still mad, the guy can't sleep through the pain seeing his loved heartache
Mad's lyrics just fits all marriages

while, 1234--Plain White T
it makes love so easy, as easy as "I love You"
sometimes, just 3 words says it all
no need for elaboration, no need for flattery words, no need thousands of promises
a sincere "I Love you" holds all that is needed
no matter how bad your day has been,
Love can piece you back all together...
no matter how plain, ordinary, your love one is
he is still a special gem in your eyes...
Love is just so simple
It is when one starts to fall out of love, then complication occurs

Love rejuvenates the soul
makes you feel complete
Love makes you go out of the way to serve someone
and in the end of the day, u stil find it worth while
Love protects everything
you feel secure, cared, cherished
even if the world falls, you stil hv a chest, a wide spread arm to run into

Attached is the two songs, with it's lyrics
Feel the beat, imagine you are loved, sense the atmosphere
tinkle every nerve in you, may the lyrics touch those who are in love
"Mad--Neyo" --> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r4nM2gTAeTg&feature=related
"1234--Plain White T" --> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ShoXm6MVYM

throw him off my mind

guess what?

i found many flaws in him (hmm.. but nobody is perfect la)

n i hv made a firm decision to throw him out of my mind

he is 

-childish

-inconsiderate

-aint gentleman

-overly goal-orientated

-can be on an emotional ride sometimes

so, there is practically nothing for me to fall-in-crush, right? (convince me wif this statement, pls)

maybe it is the spur of the moment good characteristics fr him i saw that i like

so, is the characteristics i like, not the person

should count my blessing for not falling-in-crush

muahaha...

3 cheers n 3 cheers n 3 cheers for being crush-free now

hip hip hooray, hip hip hooray, hip hip hooray

Panoramic view of Singapore city centre

this is Clarke Quay

pls pronounce it as "clerk key".. 

many ppl tend to pronounce it wrongly initially

these ppl includes me.. haha

a place where is filled with romance in the night light

famous tourist destination

has bistro, clubs, pubs, shopping malls that opens only in the evening to late night

hmm.. okay, this is S'pore River, i think... hehe, not sure..

and the building is a police station

a very colourful building

each 2 rows of windows is painted in different colours

very interesting building

This was taken from Fort Canning park

from a hill and a distant

beautiful view

the city, incorporated with green

the shorter buildings are at Riverside

the brown colour building is Somerset Hotel

what i like most bout this picture, is the sky, the layers.. 

ohh.. fascinating..

The 2 pictures above are taken inside Fort Canning park

shady, with breeze...

SMU--Singapore Management University

a city campus, without hostel

modernize building

traditional catholic church

reminds me of Hunchback of Notre Dame

i actually wish to get married in such church.. haha

shhh...

hehe... i actually dunno where is this

just snapped pictures panaromic to my eyes..

Ferris wheel ar... 

KL frens, rmb v said wanna take the "Eye on Malaysia" in Titiwangsa...

Tugu Peringatan Bagi Mangsa Awam Pemerintahan Jepun 1942-1945

Fountain in some park in the city centre

hehe, this looks similar to one of our pictures in Sejarah textbook

neh, where in KL, near masjid jamek there

2 rivers converge into one..

anybody can recall??

Construction going on

clean river water flows

bridge that links ppl from all part of the city

The Fullerton Hotel

Authentic and majestic

standing beside Singapore River

guess what? I saw a Ferrari, Mercedes sports car n Lamborghini(if i am not wrong)

parked in front of the hotels

rich, wealthy tycoons

The above pictures are actually the same area

just took the photos from dif angles n places

Hope 1 day I can be spending happy moments with you all

in this place

This is their pub

not those cheap-skate pub u all sea

here, decent ppl come to have a drink and catch up

Very comfortable chairs

looking towards the river makes you feel like it can drain all your burdens you hv locked in your heart

Clean river water flow n cleanse you worry

The motor boat is to take tourist along the riverside

having an eye-experiece on the city centre view

A closer capture of the police station

see the windows in different colours...

nice + creative

Metal forest

I love the sky...

The 4 white construction-like pillar on the right of the pic are poles which holds a capsule

the capsule can fit 6-8 ppl

the capsule is ataached onto an elastic rubber thick string

thn they pull the string mechanically

finally, release the tension

puff!!! you are thrown high up into the sky

next thing... "aaaarrgggghhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa"

is what u will hear 

my remaining days in Kampar

carved uni name on the stone indicating the entrance of UTAR
on my way back after having attended some workshops
manage to capture this photo of this man
i guessed he retired and enjoying his golden age with his hobby, fishing
life has treated him good, i guess
very quiet, calm lake


cumulonimbus clouds
indicative of thunderstorm conditions


Dao Dao
Miin's toiletmate's toy poddle
this little bitch manage to capture her little prey
she is very cute n agile
pathetically, she has this plastic trumpet around her neck
as to prevent her from scratching he bruised neck


very friendly to strangers
very diff from other dogs, i hv never hear her bark
haha