Impalpable

So abstract, yet so real
Invisible, but invincible
Impalpable, yet indented with footprints
Actions without words, left the heart melted
No wings, but drifted far

Left to afar,
images and incident imprinted vividly

Leaving soon, Coming soon,
time and tide waits for no man
opportunity given
thrown to you to make your decision
will you take the courage to hold just that moment?

Chasse each other
Occasionally hoped Mars and Venus never clashed
but if they never,
i wonder... how that time would be
still, i remain thankful for God's arrangement

1st time in Spore's cinema

Always wanted to reserve my first cinema movie for some special occasion
someone special..
Although, I didn't fulfill my dreams
However, my first experience was not in vain
In fact, I think spending my 1st time in Spore's cinema with my cell group member
is much more worth while, and I am truly satisfied and happy :)

We chatted, laughed, joked, played throughout the journey to Plaza Singapura
Thn we left one of our cell group members in Daiso
while we headed to Carrefour to get our drinks..
haha, naughty people lk us...

I enjoyed my day
Being single is fun!!!
Like what my friend said :" Enjoy while you are single.."
and, I am really living up to her quote
Well, I can multi-date and have numerous platonic guy friends
but, an Attached can't enjoy such freedom...
>.< *wink*

Obituaries

It is rather rare to have me flipping through the newspapers
Life is seemingly bored in Spore
thus, the newspaper ckeeps me entertained now

Obituaries are seen in the very last pages of the paper
Someone passed away peacefully...
Someone had their memorial, anniversaries...
All in all, the deceased are deeply missed and longed for

My thoughts brought me back to the days where my grandma n grandad had their funeral
It was so sudden for my grandma
Always expect the unexpected
Just hoped that grandma went off peacefully with no worries
I bet she has always wondered how her kids are doing
Were their business ventures successful?
Are her grandchildren doing well in school?
A thoughful and caring mum and grandma she is
I miss her deeply
If she is here, I would assure her that all of us are doing well
we are very blessed by God

Sometimes, I would think
if she knew I am studying in Singapore,
would she be beaming with smiles?!
I bet she would :)

About grandpa
He is one person who seldoms talk
strong believer in silence is golden
however, all of us know he cared
he left a huge sum of inheritance for us
He could just have spent the money is making his life more comfortable and luxurious,
yet he chose to save (typical traditional thinking),
to provide his children the best he could....

I will never forget the days he eagerly volunteered himself to chauffer me up and down from school,
the days where he bought ice-cream to treat us,
the days where he would sent the whole bunch of naughty grandchildren to the park to play..
Those were the days, that is vividly imprinted in my mind,
but will only remain as memories.

LOve knows not its own depth until seperation..
How true.. How heartaching.. Yet so real..

A true emotional fluatuater

Wow, 1 minute i can be so depressed, mundane and stressed out

the next minute, i would be singing songs, enjoying my studies etc

and it all occured aft a call from a fren and a prayer

is it God working in me, or am I just purely emotionally unstable?

Determined

I command you, in Jesus name, to flee away from my heart

The you includes: Fear, Anxiety, tiny little feelings, apprehension!!

No more of these in my heart, for I will bold and confident