singapore

aft a week of abandoning my poor little blog
finally i got sum time to cum give it a feed of message...
because wednesday i have no lessons
stil quite unbelievable i am already in singapore
i've attended 2 days of class
everything is fast, singapore is a fast-paced country
or maybe i feel it because i am a late comer
n have to do everything a few beats faster than others
just to catch up n be on par with others

lessons are quite tough n misleading..
i am extremely blur.. Miss MCC... haha
got to cum back n study, revise my lecture notes
here in NTU, most of the things are done online,
u have to arrange ur own time table online,
apply for things,, fill in form, get lecture notes, tutorial, amendments, announcement,
society news, anything formal u can think about, all shud b done online...
erm... actually i dun like tis type of system
it's like human become sooo geek
er.. how do i put it??
somehow i feel that, there is less relationship, if everything were to b done online...

surprisingly, singaporeans i met
eg, people working in the admin office, medical centre...
they are quite frenly, they understand miserable late comers, like me
they tend to be very helpful in guiding u the right procedure..
which i am quite taken aback n surprise
i hv always hv an opinion that singaporeans are snobbish n do look down on malaysian
but ppl here changed my perception...

ystd, my bf told me his out for yam cha session...
how dare he tell me that!!!!
i miss yam cha terribly...
how i wish my frens would just call me n say :" 喂，得空吗？要出去喝茶吗？过半小时来载你。。”
reli miss those conversation we had, n those lin hua we always talk about
fei is leaving for india soon...
everything went by so swiftly n briefly..
just hv to wish him best of luck, hope everything will just turn out fine for everyone

hmmm... haiz... my naughty frens..
they say that i care for my bf more than i care for them
that is soooo wrong!!!
i bare losing him, but i can nvr bare losing this bunch of frens
v r soo deep-rooted into the sand of frenship...
dunno do they reli mean that i am lk tat...
hope they dun think lk tat
no doubt, aft having bf, u wil hv sum time occupied with him...
but isnt that natural?

last monday, when i went out with my boyfren...
erm... he was an hour late... shit!!!
n i told him "假如一分钟是一寸光阴，所谓“一寸光阴，一寸金”，那么我等了你一小时，所以你欠我六十寸金！”
then today i reminded him that he owe me 60 bars of gold...
he say :"我会慢慢还。。照顾你一辈子来还你，好不好？"
aft hearing that, i was a little shock.. my only reaction was a mini laughter
erm... i dun wan to be that serious so fast..
is nt that i dunlk him, it's just my feelings r not that deep yet...
i know that he is very serious,
n i am very afraid that i wil hurt him one day
i nvr dare to guarantee that i wil not fall for another...
i am sked n worried
i dun wan to hurt him....
God, pls keep my heart fr goin astray..
i enjoy spending time wif him,
but saying something lk tat to me,
i dun know whether i shud b happy or not...
can any1 und my feelings?
not that i dun like him, i do miss him very much here, want to see him...
but... haiz....

talking back bout singapore,
most of those ppl hu r toilet cleaner, bus or taxi drivers, road cleaners...
most of them are singaporeans themselves...
while in malaysia, these jobs are always done by the darker skin ppl,
i dun mean malaysian indians, but foreigners fr bangadesh, nepal, cambodian, india, myanmar...
in singapore, it is a totally different phenomena...

i think that is all for today
nid to reli buck up on my studies
wish myself well
MUST GET 1ST CLASS HONOURS!!!
Dream + Effort = Succeed in reality
love love love...