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hmm... so.. weeks past since my last page
was too busy to update

exams r cumin AGAIN
n i hate it... arghhh...
sumtims.. i think.. arent there other better ways to torture students other than exams???
i hv nvr sustained such long period of stress b4..
n now.. i am learning to grow up in this kind of environment
but... NEVER in my journey i would give up
provided i get a place for medicine in NUS, n i decide to go there to study...

so, how's life? everyone?
i miss u guys... especially those hu wil cum to see my blog
pls leave some anecdote or comments on ur current life...
no more yam cha session with u all... dunno how r u guys now...
yao wil b sitting for STPM soon.... gambate o..
dun think so cannot... give urself some confidence,
n b bold enuf to ask question.. : )

tuesday, i donated blood..
tis was my 2nd time, donated 450ml
aft donating, the nurse asked me to rest on the arm chair 4 a moment because i looked pale
but, hehe.. i was feelng perfectly fine
so, aft a while, i got up, n left the place
bcos there r other ppl hu nid to use tat arm chair too
so, i tot i was taking up their space
i was happy.. wanna walked back to hostel n sleep
on the way, outside school of material science..
i suddenly felt dizzy, giddy, no strength, blackout, black patches
my legs couldnt bring me further..
there.. i fell..
afraid of falling into unconsciousness...
i searched for my handphone n called a few frens..
hmm... they din pick up..
so, no choice.. but to ask help fr road passers...
they were an indian couple... haha...kind ppl... dunno how to show my gratitude
she gave me her bottle of water to drink...
n then my fon rang... i hadnt got the strength to pick up the fon
so, the indian guy picked up all my calls, n told my 2 frens
one was senior, 刘育华。。and another was my coursemate
my coursemate reached 1st, i could hear him panting...
shit... damn 不好意思。。。
since, it was under the hot sun, they told me to go to a place where there is shade
i tried to walk.. but, too bad, i collapse
in the end, my coursemate n another person hu i dunno carried me...
tis time i reli can hear my coursemate panting... felt reli bad n awful.....
n he was small size, slightly taller than me, n maybe weigh same as me
another embarassment... arghhh...
thn, there was 1 person hu asked a road passer whether he has a car
fortunately... he has...
then with him, was an european... he told them to elevate my legs
so that blood circulation would be better
after 5 minutes, i felt better, at least, i can see colour n can sit up straight
when the car arrive, the european n my 2 fren accompanied me to the uni's medical centre
oh.. wat a gud european..
in the car, i realised that he was a professor from georgia-tech uni...
wah wah wah...

when i met the doc, he took my blood pressure
he said was very low, bout 80/60...
so, maybe when i faint.. my blood pressure may be only 60/40...
wakakakaka.... luckily i din go into unconsciousness...

until now... i stil haven fully recover...
climb 1 floor of stairs also will pant n feel dizzy..
i am not goin to donate my blood in sg anymore
they take 450ml, no matter u r a girl or boy
in malaysia, they only took 350ml from me

n i am reli sked of fainting...
it makes me feel like i am not goin to survive...
i was thinking... am i goin to land in hosp? am i goin to fall into unconsciousness?
to prevent fr falling into unconsciousness... i kept talking.. all the crap
even my fren say.. faint alr... stil gt mood to talk crap n joke...

most of all... i reli wan to express my gratitude to yu hua n di qin
without u guys... erm... i might reli have landed in the hospital..
n they r gonna inform my family... n i wil be in great trouble
so, thank u...
especially, di qin.. erm... i noe, i must b quite heavy...(promise... wil nt hv 2nd time)
i felt reli bad when i hear u panting n kinda running over...
maybe it is also a gud training for u to carry ur gf next time
haha...

k la... tat's all..
nid resume studying physical chem...
best of luck to every1 in kl
n also those hu r like me... nid to face loads of exam next week
but, i blif, u guys wil do better than me..
haha... so, contribute a bit in exam ya
hehe