Friday, January 23, 2009

Guessing game?

The guessing game started between me n u since last year
till now, i dun have any answer, all i hv is infinite clues, but with no confirmation
think i am getting tired bout tis game
n will try my very best to quit this game
the good u hv treated me, i would just take it as u do it as a fren
times where u hv gone out of the way just to serve my uninhibited, demanding character
i tell myself it's a norm for u to do tat, as many say u r a "gentleman"
i guess many of the things u did
u honestly didnt realise it will induce a girl to suspect ur feelings for her
maybe, as my horroscope suggest tat scorpios are more sensitive,
i am just being overly sensitive on the way u hv treated me
i am sorry for tat n sorry for myself too
if i havent been so sensitive, i wouldnt hv fallen for u

there r things i see in u tat r flaws in my eyes
but somehow, i see it as d cute part of u
d part tat makes u unique fr other ppl
d part tat made me pay attention to u
n also d part tat made d whole trap of me falling into ur hands
ur stares at me made me once felt insecure n awkward, n i used to avoid
ur stares at me now, i stil avoid cos i am afraid tat i get hypnotized

things u hv told me fr d bottom of ur heart
i reli treasure it as u treat me as a close n reliable fren
n i guess, u wil nvr go more than tat wif me
i do enjoy the good things u hv done for me,
the company, care n everything
but, fr now on, i wil try my best to think tat u hv nothing more than fren for me
everything v did tgt, r just base on the fundamentals of "friends"

An empty street, felt lk finding sum1 to talk to
having to make this decision, it's bcos i want to runaway fr loneliness
ur good towards me are lk the beautiful scenery fr the sideway window of a speeding car
it keeps goin on
but ur footsteps has never waited for me
silently i contributed my part in liking sum1
in exchange to get ur attention
i finally believe that everything u hv done for me is alr my source for happiness
thought that all i want is u companying me
Just to realise tat a crush also need two hands to clap

at this point of time, i stil quite like u
misses u, n always think wat r u doin at the moment
Good night to u..

3 comments:

Christy said...

well,
read this after ur midnite surprise call~
hope you go well with this guy we never met, and somehow
hope that you n him will start...
if that will make you happy~
hahaha~
wish you luck my friend...

yaoz said...

lolz...

yaoz said...

if it really makes u happy then go for it ba ~~
haha ~~
dun have any doubt
just do it o ~~
hehe ~~