sick

i am sick..
this sickness cannot be cured by any doctor
bcos tis is call homesick..

missing everybody at home..
wondering how is every1
listening to emo songs now, tat's y hv tis feeling
had tea, so not hungry now, din ask ppl to go out for dinner
alone in d room, thinking of all those times v had spent tgt
the next time wil b a short 1, only 4days

do they miss me too?
i reli dunno.. maybe they r too busy wif their things
or many times their outings, i wont follow,
so my absence is not very noticeable also
haik.. i noe i am thinking too much again

tell u guys sumtin,
2day i signed up for ballroom class alr lo
haha... something diff, a kind of dance where i nvr reli dance b4
hopefully, u all can see me on TV 1 day (kidding only la)

its only the third day of skul
there r alr quite some hw n reading to do
some more got self learning course, programming
arghhh... i am reli reli bad at computer
in sg, there is no zi hau, miin, zhen hui for me to ask question

tis sem must work extra hard
wanna score high tis sem to salvage my poor results
wish me luck, ok????
i nid encouragement
i am reli trying, but it's odd whn i seem to noe everything in lecture,
but whn it comes to tutorial, i dun noe how to do
the lecturers make the lecture so simple n give only simple example
but kill us in tutorial n examination
i nid intelligence to answer non-straight-forward question

haha.. today din see him in skul
dunno where he went
i am quite disappointed with myself whn i start to look for him whn he is not in front of me
but always pretend not to care bout him whn he is in front of me
gosh....
can some1 tell me tat i dun lk him, pls....
i dun wan to lk him, trust me.... but i cant control my feelings
i cant help it.. sob sob

aft tis, wil do some chemistry reading, thn do maths
aft tat, gotta read n maybe do programming assignments

miss u guys... honestly..