Friday, January 30, 2009

Emptiness

Feeling bored and lonely in my own very small room
roommate not in,
i am not going out for dinner, i quarantined myself in d room to study
penalised myself for slacking since week2 of skul
my aunt asked me out, but i kindly rejected
all bcos i wanna study

i hate to feel tat i am a study freak
but i noe very well i am alr 1
however, i dun hv a choice, u see...
every1 here is doing very well, i am an exception
i just cant afford to score another GPA of 4.5 n below
sometimes, i just wonder
how can those ppl do well in their studies, n also hv sports, hv loads of meetings, n stil keep up wif the latest entertainment news, plus, they watch movis n TV Series
arghhh... i hv none of the latter
i dislike a person lk me now
i wanna be an all-rounder
just too bad, i am not 1 here

feeling absolutely lonely now
sob sob

1 comment:

Christy said...

don feel lonely, u always have us, u noe that always. although we only can be beside u mentally~
don care how others do, bcoz u r not the others, u r urself, gloria goh, but not ah pig, ah dog, how ah pig and ah dog do is nothing related to u even though they r ur fren or ur classmate.
just do ur best and score the best u can. don care how good are the others. be confident, u always can~