Me

tis is my little self tat was hidden inside my heart for a long time
i am a person wif low self esteem, lack of confidence inside my heart
i always think tat i am not pretty, unapproachable, a person wif tons of bad characteristics
n another thing i dislike bout myself is i easily get shocked n wif big reaction
i reli hate tis part of me, i dunno y i am lk tat
tis piece of me, i cant reli control,
bcos it is an instantaneous reaction... how am i gonna control?


i am a girl without being girlish
i am not good in fashion, i look dull at times,
i dun even bother to make up, dress up
i just dun hv a girl's characteristics
i dun reli lk shopping, unless necessary

i dun spend money out of frustration or bad mood
i seldom wear skirt
i dunno how to talk sweet words
even when it comes to thinking, i tend to b more rational (though tis is a good thing), lk a boy
i look fierce and serious ( i receive tis comment for d millionth time)


if only i dun look dull
if only i can be more feminine in nature
if only i can b more pretty
if only i am more clever
if only i noe wat is call fashion
if only i hv an attractive smile
if only i am more approachable
IF ONLY...